tired

its been a long few days. S and i will have a good day, then something dumb but upsetting happens. im sick, im sore, im pissy. i dont have the energy to put anymore today

siiiiick

thankfully i got shopping done yesterday for the dinners this week. i have been sick-ish. i have now crossed the bridge to sicktown. im sniffely, sore, i cant talk my throat hurts so badly, im coughing and sneezing. i need to make some tea (and toast?) im very glad i didnt have to work the parade, id be miserable right about now, instead i can sleep and laze around and watch foodnetwork all day

pissy

so many reasons. so little time.
im sick
im sore
the cats in heat
and my boyfriend wont fuck me.
goody

i want to make these

i dont know why

for some reason when im home alone, i dont like to anwser the door. its not like a robber would ring the doorbell. but i dont feel like listening to someone tell me the good news about jesus, and they never listen if you say you are already religous or you are on your way our or any excuse you give them so they go away. also, some tiny part of me fears its someone from S's family, coming by to tell me to do something or ask me a favor, or lecture me because its 1 pm and im in pjs*i dont work, why get dressed in the day, im not going anywhere?*
Drama Bitch*henceforth known as DB* keeps trying to be buddy buddy with me. and i hate myself for even talking to her. i dont talk to B, or J. so why DB? She was the one who instigated EVERYTHING. i think its just that i dont want to admit the friendship i had for over 6 years, the longest i've ever had, the most ive trusted someone, is bullshit. that i was fake and disposable, that it didnt matter enough to her to keep it. i dont want to remain friends with her, but i find myself not writing her off as much as i do to anyone else who had betrayed me.

first blog

hello all. new to the blog spot. this will be a place i record family/friend drama, food i love or hate, and the fashion i drool over.

an example you ask? no problem!

Grilled Bacon Wrapped Cheese Stuffed Chicken(Recipes source Bakin’ and Eggs, inspired by the Egghead forum)
Ingredients:
2 boneless, skinless chicken breasts6 slices of bacon6-8 slices of cheese - mozzarella, cheddar, colby jack - anything you like! (off of a block of cheese, if you’re using pre-sliced for sandwiches 2 slices)2 tsp barbecue sauce, plus extra for servingGrilling rub of your choice (we use the Dizzy Pig’s Raging River)Toothpicks, soaked in water (optional, to prevent excessive burning while grilling)
Directions:
Preheat grill to 350 degrees.
Pound out chicken breasts (in a plastic bag or between two sheets of wax paper) to about 1/4 inch thickness. Coat the top of chicken with grill rub. Turn over so rub side is down on work surface. Spread one teaspoon of barbeque sauce in a thin layer over each chicken breast. Layer cheese in the middle of the chicken. Roll chicken tightly. Wrap with bacon, using as many slices of bacon as you need and using toothpicks to hold bacon in place.
Grill for 20-25 minutes, turning every 4-5 minutes or until internal temperature of chicken breast has reached 165 degrees.
Remove toothpicks and serve with barbecue sauce on the side.
Yield: 2 servings

*from http://bakinandeggs.wordpress.com/ *